Calling it all in

I believe that we are co-creating our lives with God (Source energy) and our higher selves; and that we attract everything to us according to what our souls need for their evolution and expansion.

In 2019, I started noticing myself calling in difficult events, people, etc, and joked that I’d created my own hell 🔥

This happens when we operate out of our unconscious shadow self (usually wounded inner child and/or a trauma fragment).

While I obviously needed those things at the time (because they happened), it’s a lot more fun to consciously create from TRUE self and see love, joy, and gratitude mirrored back to us.

I have a lot more access to true self these days, but I still have things I’m working on, especially in the area of relationships.

Beccause I would like to be in a healthy and supportive partnership one day, life is so kindly providing me with opportunities to clear anything that’s in the way of me having just that.

Example: earlier this week, I was met with a situation that was SO triggering on multiple levels that I actually had to laugh at just how perfect it all was.

(“Perfect” = terrible 🙄)

I said, “Wow, I must really be here for the growth.”

.. .we’re talking buy one get five free sale at Walmart here 😄

After I took time to process the emotions associated with it, I was able to access gratitude for the situation for triggering me in such a specific and unique way- that I’m not even sure my human “avatar” self could’ve orchestrated if I had tried!

Sidenote: If *someone* is reading this, the triggers were less about you and more about my own core wounds, so you can just get over yourself asap. ..someone needed to say it 🤷‍♀️🙃

Okay, now back to the thing. ..while this was very painful, it clearly needed to happen. After all, if I was that affected, it meant there was a wound (or several) that needed attention.. .aka I was a match for that situation.

Once we heal the wound, the situations will usually just go away because we don’t need them anymore. Like, that’s the whole point.

-me

I’ve learned once I SEE a pattern, I can either address it right then or wait a few weeks for it to show up in a different form- usually louder, more expensive 🤦‍♀️

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Photo: West Asheville, NC May 2023