Hold the vision

Who has ever set out to accomplish something, then immediately faced multiple roadblocks and seemingly insurmountable obstacles?

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I was raised Christian and was taught these events were from the devil. That it was spiritual warfare and that demonic entities would sabotage us when we try to do good.

As someone who read C.S. Lewis’s book Screwtape Letters way too young, I get it. ..however if we’re not careful, this ideaology can result in victim consciousness and fear based living.

It can also result in not taking ownership of our internal state and the energy we’re putting out. So, whether it’s true or not, I have chosen to operate from a different perspective in my day to day.

What is it?

EVERYTHING IS FOR US.

I’ve written about it before, but how does it fit into encountering obstacles when trying to reach our goals??

When we “call something in,” we will inevitably be faced with whatever is in the way of us having that thing.

Read that again.

It’s all going to come up as big and as loud as it needs to for us to SEE it, resolve it, and ultimately clear the path to what we want.

It is with this belief in my 🧠 and 🫀that I am starting my business. The past 2-3 weeks have required that I “hurry up and wait” even more than I did in the Army most days 🙃

Whether it’s unreturned calls or emails, waiting on hold forever, getting frustrating news, I’ve admittedly questioned whether or not it’s even worth it.

After all, Petsmart is hiring, and those baby guinea pigs are calling my name 😂

However, I see now it was all for my benefit, as each little test forced me to ask the hard questions: Is this what I want? Is this the best way to do it? What if x,y,z happens?

I’ve gone back to the drawing board repeatedly and emerged each time with more clarity and a stronger vision. Then, when I had an “Aha” moment just this morning, I was so grateful I hadn’t solidified anything yet because this new idea was even better!!

As annoying as this process is, it is sharpening me and refining me in ways I will need if I’m going to actually do the thing. Lol

. ..hold the vision, trust the process 🙏🪷✨️