Author Archives: Lindsey

I didn’t expect to write a sequel so soon, but more thoughts surfaced after writing the original post yesterday, so here we are. In keeping with the “death frequency” theme, I wanted to talk more about what led me to do the parasite cleanse and what my experience has been so far. For several monthsContinue reading “Detox part 2”

I’m currently doing a parasite cleanse and although I very rarely write about something that’s still happening, I just felt called to share. Parasites are much more common than most people realize; and many symptoms can be traced back to them (digestive concerns, food intolerances, depression, anxiety, OCD, teeth grinding, skin issues, hairloss, etc). TheyContinue reading “Physical and emotional detox”

At some point last year (2020) I suddenly became very anxious about being alone. Solitude was met with an uneasiness at best, and at worse a sense of impending doom. I wish I could say time with others helped- however subconsciously I knew I was just avoiding the inevitable (being alone with myself), so evenContinue reading “SEE me”

“My dear child, I thought I was going to teach you about the world, but instead you are teaching me about myself.” -J. Melburn Approximately once a month I drive an hour out to Clyde, NC to talk with Pastor Jim. We don’t always have a specific topic, and I’m sure he sometimes wonders whyContinue reading “Shining too bright”

Fourth of July is right around the corner, and FREEDOM is on my mind. Freedom from disempowering entanglements, from the weight of other people’s judgements and expectations, and freedom from playing into whatever version of us they’ve created in their mind. That’s not who we are. It never was. When we’ve healed the need toContinue reading “FREEDOM”

Im going to make a really bold statement here and say there is almost no such thing as true grounds for regret. What does this mean? I realize in one sense regret is an emotion or body sensation, but for the purposes of this entry I’d like to focus on the verb form: the actContinue reading “Regret is a trap”

This post was inspired by recent involvement with the bank to replace a lost credit card. During multiple interactions with several team members over the course of eight days I was given incorrect information approximately seven times. There seemed to be no consistency regarding what information was disseminated, little accountability among members, and a lackContinue reading “System instability”

I honestly think pity is one of the lowest vibe emotions we have in our repertoire, second only to shame. As I’m typing this I realize that being pitied and feeling pity may provoke shame- so for the purposes of this entry we’ll call it a tie. The reason I find pity to be soContinue reading “Why pity is gross”

Short answer: No There are very few things in life we HAVE to do. However. .. As long as you’re participating in some type of abuse dynamic (job, relationship, living situation) you’re sending the message to yourself that you’re not worthy of respect or perhaps even basic safety. It may also be keeping you inContinue reading “Do I have to leave abuse?”

My definition of Hell is separation from God and separation from self. For the purposes of this entry, we’ll be focusing on the latter. Being at war within ourselves is to be at war with the outside world, or vice versa. It’s as if there are different “parts” that are struggling to get on theContinue reading “Divide and conquer”