Wherever I AM

St. Petersburg, FL

I hit a wall yesterday with something I’ve been working on and decided that – as much as humanly possible – I would relinquish all attachment to an outcome and completely surrender the whole situation.

In the spirit of “choosing into the timeline I want” (I say and write about this often), I decided to take out the trash 😅

All I knew in that moment is I want to be in a clean and organized space. ..it’s a start 🤷‍♀️

When I walked out of the Airbnb, I was met with this view 😍

The most vivid, all-consuming, awe-inspiring double rainbow I’ve seen in this lifetime (that I can remember) 🏆

It was a reminder that I am loved an supported wherever I am.

My usage of the word “am” is significant here.

It’s not to be confused with “wherever I go,” because to a free-spirited traveler/wanderer/explorer person, the idea that there’s always somewhere to GO can keep me in a loop- not to mention exhaust me and block me from having what I actually want.

Im practing being where I am and trusting that if I need to be somewhere else that it will be revealed at the right time.

The present moment is all that exists, and there’s nowhere to be – or to go – but right here, right now ✨️

Published by Lindsey

Army veteran. Former mental health therapist. Lyme experiencer (healed). Author of the book Diagnosis: Human, The Mental Health System as a Portal to the Collective Psyche (available on Amazon). Reach out at lindsey@wildhearthuman.com to work with me 1:1

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